BE that Carnival Ride

It’s not like I live in the country, where the stars are approx. 8,000,000x brighter since there aren’t any other big competing lights around. It’s just that it was nighttime, so our subdivision, despite having some streetlamps here and there, was still nighttime-y. Which is why this light was especially surprising.

I turned left into our sub and looked ahead. My eyes quickly caught sight of a widespread light shining in the distance.

What is that? My eyebrows slowly swooped together as I considered what the soft light could be.

Ohhh. The fair. Right.

I’m not big on county fairs. (Like…what do you get when you combine too many people, massive amounts of heat AND humidity, foods whose ingredients pretty much literally ONLY contain fat and sugar, and pigs…you see my point? Let’s just say my idea of fun generally involves none of those.)

As a result…the fact that the fair was happening in my city wasn’t on the forefront of my mind.

And beyond that, it was surprising, since the light was pretty bright to be coming from a fair that was several miles away. But what was a bit more surprising was the fact that Holy Spirit used that sight to spark a sermon in my soul.

See that? It’s miles away, and yet…you can see the light. Why?

Because it’s dark out. I wouldn’t have even noticed it during the day.

Why?

Because light shines brightest in the darkness.

Almost exactly a year ago, my life was massively impacted (partly in ways I might not even know about yet) by watching Queen Esther, a live production of my fav Bible gal’s life by Sight & Sound Theatre in Lancaster, PA. There were SO many things God used in the show to bless me, but one is a lyric from one of the closing numbers:

“The world was meant to see us shine. He placed us in the night – let there be light!”

It’s a tremendous song right near the end of the show, where Esther and the massive ensemble declare God’s praise, belting about how each of us was born with PURPOSE. And the livestream of this show (which is how I watched it) was broadcast during the pandemic last year, making it all the more personal and impactful to me.

Yes, it’s powerful. But also…a little weird? Like, why would He place us “in the night”? It seems almost mean, you know? Or at least a little dysfunctional. I mean, aren’t we supposed to just always be in the light, thriving?

And then science raises its hand, reminding us of the experiment we all did when we were 5. Grab a flashlight. Go into your bathroom. Turn on the flashlight. Not too impressive, right? But then you shut the door and turn off the bathroom light.
And suddenly that flashlight beam is blinding.

Like the flashlight prop in that elementary school experiment, so are the lives of Christians. The lights God has graciously given us are made to SHINE. And those lights do their thang best when it’s real dark.

You know when there’s a storm that comes out of the middle of nowhere, knocking the power out at your house and leaving you & the fam completely unprepared? (Let’s face it – keeping flashlights and batteries in the house does feel a little 2005-y.)

And then Dad finds a flashlight in the junk drawer, fumbles to feel out the switch in the darkness, and switches it on. And, just like that, the family’s drawn to the light like moths to a sticky, summery front porch. (You know we had to throw a bad metaphor in there, for old time’s sake.)

Just like the lights from that county fair, miles away from my house, shone so much stronger than I expected, so does our witness for Him when we let Him work through us.

The darkness isn’t to be feared. Nor is it to be unexpected. Instead, let’s surrender it to God and thank Him for an opportunity to shine brighter and bolder, all for His glory and only in His strength.

You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Matthew 5:14-16

For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.

Ephesians 5:8

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

John 1:5

For it is you who light my lamp; the Lord my God lightens my darkness.

Psalm 18:28

Be that carnival ride. Shine brightly, friend.

And when people notice that light, point them right back to its Source.

He’s Still There

Plane window

We’ve talked about me + turbulence, right?

For the sake of reminders…

I’m a conditionally good flyer. Meaning, I love flying when you can see cool things beneath and around the outside of the plane.

My “aww, flying’s the best”-ness stops when we hit a rough patch in the air (isn’t that a weird concept? The air has…bumps? #science) and I can’t see what’s happening outside.

Hence the “conditionally”.

Turbulence & flying in a giant cloud = me not in my most peaceful state

In October of 2017, my parents and a dear friend and I went on a trip to NYC. It was such a blessing! We got to eat some delicious food, see a couple of beautiful Broadway shows, and just enjoy that crazy city. Mega shoutout to my parents for making that happen. ❤

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On the flight back, we hit some rough air.

 

Rough to the extent that I think the pilot instructed the flight attendants to stop serving snacks.

Not my fav announcement.

My friend and I were both a little nervous as we looked out the window.

The next part is a little blurry in my and my friend’s memory, but here’s the basics of what happened next:

We watched through the window as our plane approached the dark clouds that were threatening our ride’s peacefulness. They were just looming near where our plane was headed, like bullies in a school hallway, intentionally blocking the door to our next class. (I do have confidence that the metaphors will eventually get better. #maybenexttime)

Then, all of a sudden, we saw a rainbow.

Not a full-blown, double rainbow that looks extraordinary in pictures.

But it was there.

And it was our rainbow.

I believe God put it there for us. Maybe for others, but definitely for us.

Because, when the flight got bumpy and our hearts started beating a little more wildly, that rainbow showed up.

And the coolest part?

When those bully clouds grew in size and looked like they were about to chew up our lil’ plane,

the rainbow grew, too.

 

*applause break for God*

My friend’s thoughts:

It was like this moment of “I’m not in control of this situation right now, but God is and I can put my faith in Him and know He is with us always and His promises are true.”

In the midst of the scary, and the darkness, and that creepy feeling that something bad’s about to go down…

God was with us. Hebrews 13:5.

The darkness couldn’t hide the light. John 1:5.

Because the light came for us and stayed right by our side.

 

. . .

 

Let’s dig into this rainbow dealio real fast.

In 2019, the year I’m writing this, rainbows have a few meanings.

In this blog, here’s what they mean:

In Genesis 9:16, God used a rainbow (fun fact: I think it was the first recorded rainbow. #knowledge) to symbolize a promise He made to never again flood the earth like He did in Noah’s time. Remember that whole Noah’s Ark story?

It really happened.

But, the rainbow symbolized that it’ll never happen again.

Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.

Genesis 9:16

In other words…

The Rainbow: A physical sign of God’s faithfulness.

 

. . .

 

I haven’t been in many dark seasons. Thankfully.

But the darkest season I’ve been in was, honestly, terrible.

I’m not comparing it to anyone else’s “valley” season. Your story and your seasons are your own; I’m just coming from where I was, and maybe you can meet me there from where you are/were.

The point is, the season was, for me, dark indeed.

But right when I was at the point of truly needing something from God to pull me through, God showed up.

He reminded me of His grace,

His perfect love and provision,

and His purpose for me and my life.

He shined in the darkness, meeting me where I was, loving me too much to leave me there.

He provided the rainbow: Metaphorically, in challenging life seasons, and literally, on the plane.

He was with me. And the same faithful God who was with me is with you, too. If you don’t know Him as your Lord and Savior, I pray that you will.

There’s nothing better than knowing the One who knows you better than you know yourself.

 

Look for the rainbow:

The sign of hope and the reminder of God’s presence in your life.

 

 

Whatever season you’re in right now, I hope you see God’s rainbow for you today.

And, if you feel like you’re at your darkest and you’ve searched for your rainbow to no avail,

remember, sometimes you can’t quite see it until you’re at your darkness.

For example…

  1. Go in a small, enclosed room.
  2. Turn the light on.
  3. Turn on your phone’s flashlight.
  4. Now turn the room’s light off.
  5. Shut the door.

Big difference, right?

(S/O to whoever came up with that illustrative activity! It ’twasn’t me.)

 

The light shines in the darkness.

 

God is with us through every season, whether we feel it or not.

If you feel…

abandoned

scared

sad

confused

lost

empty

weak

…look for the rainbow

God’s still there.

 

Do you have a rainbow story of God being with you in the darkness?

 

 

 

 

Ready, Set…Go!

If someone gave you a perfect, amazing gift that you LOVED but chose not to use, wouldn’t that be weird? Well, God gave us all gifts, but sometimes we don’t like to use, or share, those gifts with others. I confess, I sometimes fall in that category. And yet, this blog has started. I’m not perfect, not the wisest person on earth, not…a lot. But, I am a child of God who’s been gifted with specific, important, unique gifts that God gave me for a reason. So, if I get to share those gifts with you through this blog, then to God be the glory. Les DO IT!

Your talent is God’s gift to you. What you do with it is your gift back to God. — Leo Buscaglia

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